I walked back to my classroom feeling like my world was crumbling. My biological mother was so busy to hear me talk, my small mummy’s phone number is not in view, senior Theresa, her friend and Harvey have different views about the panacea for painful menstruation and barrenness. I don’t want to be barren, and the last time I saw my period, I was actually in pains. I began to give their suggestions a second thought. Who knows, they could be right! Few days later, I woke up with serious pains on my waist and ongoing to have my bathe, I noticed I was seeing my period. I managed to have my bathe, dressed up and went to the classroom. The pains were so severe that I couldn’t sit at a place, fortunately or let’s say unfortunately for me Harvey walked in and noticed I was wriggling in pains, I tried to cover up but he pressured me and I told him that I was having period pains at the moment. “Zina, I have a solution” I looked up to Harvey and wondered what solution he had for my predicament at that point in time. What has a young boy got to know about painful menstruation? I said to myself. Before I knew what was happening, Harvey began to undress me, I was in a state of quagmire as I watched with keen interest what he wanted to achieve. Gradually he removed my uniform right there in the class, as he undressed me he kept saying I won’t feel pains anymore the moment he was done with me. I actually believed him. Harvey removed my panties and dipped his fore-finger inside of me irrespective of the fact that he saw blood on my sanitary pad. He never felt irritated one bit! gradually he removed his fore finger and replaced it with his penis, I let out a loud shout as I felt so much pain. He kept telling me that I won’t feel pain anymore by the time he would be done with me. After a while he stopped and asked me to dress up, I couldn’t even move an inch. My blood was all over me, I felt dirty, I felt deceived but I managed to dress up, I cleaned my thighs with tissue and sat back on my seat and acted as though nothing had happened. Harvey never talked to me throughout that day, I didn’t care to know why! No! Never! I was just 12 and I’ve been abused! bed and wait for her. While classes ended, I found my way to my hostel without having lunch. The first person I sighted was senior Theresa. I tried so hard to comport myself in her presence, but the pains exposed me. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was in pains, she promised to get me drugs and told me to sit lay on the I didn’t know how long I had laid when I felt two heavy bodies on top of me, I struggled to open my eyes and I saw senior Theresa and her friend. They took turns to touch the sensitive parts in my body ranging from my breasts to my belly button, my thigh, my vagina. I tried to scream but I couldn’t, I needed help but from whence can it come? What baffled me was nobody in the hostel got to notice what was currently going on. By the time they were done, I had cried out my eyes, just in one day I had slept with both male and females and yet I was still in pains! I don’t know if to say I hated myself, but if there was anybody to hate, it was my parents. I don’t blame one more than the other. I blame them both for they are one!.......
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