Drowning without Hope of Redemption

My choices, my actions, my thoughts , the things I've always loved and even my very being 

Have always kept me submerged deep in the sea of darkness and emptiness

I won't lie, I loved it.. Every bit of its pleasure

Who wouldn't love to eat the forbidden fruit

The thrills come from it being forbidden

The fact that it was wrong made it taste sweeter... Made me want it more and made me want to sink deeper 

Buh, even in the midst of the fun, there was the bitterness 

After the pleasure, depression comes walking in like a landlord seeking payment 

After the sweet taste of the fruit, came sourness and running stomach

Buh I was too far gone to float 

Far too heavy to swim back up

No hope mate, just wait till your oxygen runs out or better still end it all yourself

It was then, 

A man, extremely handsome and full of light dived into this sea of darkness😩

I was shocked😵, I barely knew him yet he came for me like I was his child 

Like Superman, he took my hands 

And took me to the skies 

Seeing my still perplexed face,

He smiled and said, 

"Hey son, my name is Jesus, and YOU ARE NOW FREE"

✍🏾Kremlin