WAY TO THE CROSS

Who can show me the way back to the cross, cause once again, I'm lost!!!

I feel like a pig, swimming in dirt and comfortable.

Though someone came, drew me out and washed me, I was doing fine but then, my nature took over.

I find myself back in the mud, swimming in germs and bacteria and smiling.

But what could be wrong with me, I feel so much better whenever I get pulled out and detoxified, but, just but.....

After a while, something in me draws me back to the dirt, back to the pit where I find detrimental pleasure.

What could be wrong with me?

 I vowed "no return" the last tym I was redeemed, even spat on the mud while leaving, yet, I still find myself bubbling within after a while.

Am I doomed to lead a life of a pig, is it my nature?

Why do I keep going back to the contaminated mud, do I enjoy the infections?

That man, the one who pulls me out and detoxifies me, why doesn't he get tired, cause I for myself, am tired!!!

So who can show me?

Who can show me the way back to the cross?

Cause I AM BUT LOST!!!

*Vee* 📓✍️